Friday, February 23, 2018

I cant absorb the deep, unconditional love. It feels painful.


I have always been a Prithviraj’s fan, maybe not really because I never watched any other his movies from other languages apart from Tamil.
Today, while listening to songs from Youtube, I directly came across the beauty, Sija Rose and googled to know more of her works.
That’s where Ennu Ninte Moideen caught my eyes. I have seen the banners and posters on Prithvi’s fb fanpage, but never did a background research about the movie.
I was extremely shocked to know that the film inspired by a true life event, and the lover is still alive.
It just made me speechless.
How on earth can one love someone so dearly? Someone who loved like normal couples for just a mere one year, until the parents found out and punished the lovely couple in the most painful way; strict house arrest.
How can someone never see each other for TEN years, yet still loves the person so dearly?
What kind of love is that? I tried to imagine and have a feel, No, I wasn’t gifted to feel that love.

That love, that beautiful love, is a blessings or a sin?
How beautiful it is, though never unite, yet I feel that love has won.
That love, that feared no religion
That love, that fears neither relatives nor community
What love is that?
That love, that remained young and feared no aging
That love, that remained loyal and firm
That love, that defined PATIENCE extraordinarily
That love, that faith alone prevailed
What love is that?
How to love someone like that?
Pure madness?

Should I call myself cursed since I was never felt that love, or should I call myself blessed not to go through the turmoil of being separated for over 25 years.

Kanchanamala and Moideen
One can love another eternally, when love are expressed poetically.