Wednesday, December 29, 2010


After so long, I've come up with my own resolutions. I did not really focus on my 2010 resolutions, but I must make sure I complete most my new resolutions. Go Go chaiyok!
2. Lose 5 kilos (target)
3. Go for a manicure
4. Change your hairstyle
5. Revamp your wardrobe (for God's sake)
6. enhance your poetry skills=)
7.Spend less time on net foe entertainment (target: 1 hour)
8.Jog at least 2 times a week
9. Be more volunteering
10. Update your savings
11. Learn baking
12. Don't miss any Sani Pirathosam (there's only two this year)
13. Eat less sugary items. (my friend's uncle underwent surgery to amputate his toe. Hope he'll be fine)
14. Make sure Nithiyaa applies for Master in USM Nibong Tebal.
15. Listen to mom. She knows better. Don't get angry easily.
16. Memorize Vinayagar Agaval
17. Spend more time in library
18. Keep blogging!!

Hope 2011 will bring a better year ahead. Let us welcome 2011 with joy and happiness!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Friend, I'm here

Oh, my dear old friend
Meeting you 
Was a bundle of joy
But meeting you 
In this situation 
Makes me weep
Its okay to make mistakes
To stumble and fall down.

We are humans, after all
Bound to non-perfection.

Dear friend
I’m here
To hold your hand
soothe your bruised but bold heart

embrace the soul hollowing pain
for it means
you’re alive
to begin anew

A Story of You.

Likewise you,
I am a girl, too
Living in my life in this world,
in a materialistic way,
not bothered about others,
selfish, in a way
I've changed a little,
It's a God's plan,
make me come across your life story,
You've charmed me
with your poetry,
You've fascinated me
with your love and devotion to HIM.
I'm totally enchanted by
the beautiful maiden who 'ruled' over the Lord

(i'm not good in poem, mind you)

I care for you!

Seriously, I don't like you,
keep it to yourself,
your lame younger-than-you boyfriend stories,
your last year break-up stories,
your never ending family problems.
You are my friend,
As a friend,
I was a good listener
As a friend,
I kept all your secrets
As a friend,
I became the middle man,
solving your love problems
As a friend,
I cared for your,
I never expect anything in return
But, why is it me whom you choose to share all your problems
and others to share your joyful moments?
I'm not asking much,
I'm willing to your listener
stop pouring all your sad stories to me
all the time
You and I are totally different
I prefer loneliness at times,
you cannot stay alone for even a minute.
I spend some quiet moments to relax
you don't like quiet moments
A golden advice to you:
Get rid of those unfaithful boys
and concentrate on your life!

(sometimes, we have friends that only come to us when they're troubled. But why they don't share the good news also?- you feel left out, all the time, make you feel angry. I just vent out mine)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

that even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close,

not even a little bit,

not even at all.

Psst: I just watched the movie, after realising this poem is actually from a movie. Shoot me! 

Dinner with nayantara.

Last night,I had a chance to have dinner with my friend, whom I call nayantara; for her picture in facebook. It was an immediate planning and thank God, it wasn't raining. We had a great dinner in pizza hut.
Parimala @panasonic @koyaka@ nayantara. We met two years ago in our varsity. She hails from Johore and our friendship was just a 'hi-bye' friendship at first. Now, although not so close and kinda 'bestie', we still understand each other well and whenever we are out, we spent sweet moments together. I'm going to miss her a lot, definitely!
We always make some 'unavoidable mistakes' whenever we hangout together. When we went to 'kopitiam', we had crush on this nepal guy and was talking about him in Tamil. My other friend was showing some signals, which we do not understand and continued talking about him. After getting out of the restaurant, we get to know that he understands Tamil! Ouch! So many things we had done together.
Now, back to the story. While eating in pizza hut, I asked if she will work here after her graduation and her respond was negative. She will work near her house because she had enough of staying so far from home. I was saddened by her answer. Will she marry a guy from Penang? She just smiled.
I couldn't let her go, and I don't know why. I'm going to miss so many people after graduation.
She is just so simple, and pretty, kind-hearted, funny. She has so many positive attributes.
After our dinner, we walked back. We shared so many stories about things that is going on in campus. Ya, you call it gossips. hahax!
Talking to her really was fun and I feel happy. I enjoyed myself that night.
To Pari;
May God bless you always,
May you get a job near your house,
May your husband takes care of you very well,
May you live happily forever,
May God let you to keep that smile on your face all the time,
May you have many children, looking just like you=),
May God grant all your wishes,
and lastly,
Remember me always!!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Hike, shall we?

Look what I am doing!!!! Do you know how tiring it was? nah, actually I’m overreacting.It wasn’t steep.

So, here’s the story. We went to Pantai Kerachut,no, Monkey Beach, oh no wait, Taman Perhilitan. We never reach Pantai Kerachut, just till Monkey Beach ( don’t question the name of the beach, kay). Five of us, well one missing. He was the photographer! So many things for our hiking and picnic!

Ready to hike!!

This picture is awesome. Looks like a banner for some Hollywood tv serial! :P

Nature is beautiful. Can you see the crystal clear water flowing? Thought of drinking the water, but lets not take risk. Let me tell you, if I accidentally put a step behind, I will fall down! YES,  like a hollow abyss.

Beautiful, calm sea. Serene. The waves, as though it has been aligned to hit the shore leisurely at a same pace. Looking at this pic, who would ever thought this very same calm sea can be so aggressive till it destroy half a city?

And that girl with spectacles, she never told us she have low bp. Imagine, in the middle of the forest, she sat down and saying it. No signal, no medicine, no one except five of us. Pheww, thank God nothing happened.

Finally this is how we looked like after soaking and hiking..

Thursday, August 26, 2010

My color!

My canvas of imagination,
is black and white,
for I,
could not add colors,
as my colors are not there,

My colors,

I'm waiting for you,
I've waited long enough,
The world is small, but why haven't I found you?

My colors,

add some colors in my life,
add some spices in my life,
add some happiness in my life,
add some joy in my life,
I shall share it with you!

My colors,
add some difficult moments in my life,
add some problems in my life,
add some sorrow in my life,
I will overcome all these,
for I have you as my pillar of strength!

My colors,

You're the only one that I've been waiting for,
Splash your colors on my canvas!
and make me LIVELY!

(i think the ending sounds weird)

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Tea time!

Life is so hectic as a student, doing assignments and projects. I would wish for the semester break to come fast and now I'm on my semester break, life is so boring. But thanks to my mother who 'borrowed' me her kitchen, I'm off to show her my cooking skills. My mother has to prepare some snack in the evening for my brother who will come back home hungrily after playing football. The moment he enter the house, the only question that will pop out from his mouth is 'do you have any food other than rice to eat?'. And, today was my turn to make him some snacks. I found a simple recipe from a blog.
2 cups Plain flour
3 tablespoon Milo
2 tablespoon Sugar
Pinch of Salt
1 teaspoon Coffee (dilute in 1/4 cup milk)

1. Mix flour, Milo, sugar and salt.
2. Add diluted coffee. Mix everything and make dough, add water slowly as per need... (less than 3/4 cup usually)
4. Fold well and leave dough for at least 30min
5. Make it into desired sized balls to ease you...
6. Roll it with rolling pin and deep fry. Voila!

It's simple! Now sit with your family and enjoy your tea time. Oh, don't forget your BRU coffee!!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

My dophamines are active today

1. The CRAZIEST thing that you've ever done?
     I can’t remember, but I’m pretty sure my crazy things list would hit 20.

2. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
    Make people happy. My work would then be finding out what makes them happy.

3. If the average human lifespan was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
    The lifespan just don’t bother me. I’m happy with who I am and how I’m living it, differently.

4. If you could break one law, which one would that be?
    The Law to be forced to study, rather than enjoying to study whatever you like :P

5. What do you do, that you think, makes you different from everyone else?
    The way I live my life, perhaps?

6. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really think it makes the elevator move faster?
    I only push it again, if I feel the lift is not moving.

7. If you were standing on stage, unaware that hundreds of people were watching you, what would you have done?
  Smile, wave and get down from the stage

8. Who do you think is the sexiest person alive?
   Ermm sexy? Seriously, I don’t know the exact definition of sexy. Too many people using for too irrelevant things and thus, I feel more comfortable with words like cute, handsome, macho, talented etc. Johnny Depp!

9. Who would you rather date. A worried genius or a joyous simpleton?
  A nice, good, genius, joyous simpleton.

10. If you were stranded on an island, which three things would you like to have in your bag?
Food, weapons, and a handphone ( if connection is possible)

1.  What happens when you get "half scared to death" twice?
I fear of angina. Go for a medical check up

2. Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny?
 Do cannibals ask for your profession before the eat you? Now, cannibals sound funny.

3. If all the world's a stage, then where does the audience sit?
When the whole world is a stage, then all, then the ecology would be the actors. All plants, animals, humans, protozoans are actors. Who want to sit and watch a play when you have a role in it?

4. Why are all the alphabets in the order in which they are? is it because it's a song?
Yes, I used to sing when a kid

5. If you write a book about failure and it doesn't sell, will it be called a success?
Never will I write a book on failure. When I start doing all the research and think of failure all the time, I myself will be a failure (What you see, you’ll become)

6. If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
I’ve heard this joke before. Nope. Whoever came up with this are morons.
7. What if Batman gets bitten by a vampire?
Ask Batman.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Mine forever..

Standing on green pastured field
under stars studded sky
Holding your hand,
locking my fingers between your fingers,
feeling the chill wind after rain
rushing through my hair,
smelling the delicate scent of moist soil,
How I wished,
for a Shooting Star right now,
Hoping you would be mine forever!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Am I in love?

Love is beautiful,
It is more beautiful when you wait for it,
The moments,
Runs slowly,
The happiness,
Stays longer,
The feelings,
Makes your heart beat faster,
But when the sadness strucks,
That's when we fall deeper,
a miracle that touches every heart!

Monday, July 19, 2010


Love is like a math,
Add your your joy,
Substract your quarrel,
Divide your heart,
Multiple your joy.....

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Paint My Love

Music is not really my passion but I enjoy listening to it. One of my favourite song, might be your's favourite,too. 

After a long time, and this song came back from being dormant in my mind. And I've been humming this song since yesterday.  My English, I would say, begun with this song.

It reminds me of my childhood. Those were the time I couldn't converse in English, yet I listen to Hollywood songs. Not for the lyric, of course; I don't understand them. Perhaps for the video and the background song..LOL

And Micheal Learns To Rock was the only singer I knew at that time :P

Looking back at those times laughing at myself!

From my youngest years till this moment here
I've never seen such a lovely queen
From the skies above to the deepest
love I've never felt crazy like this before
Paint my love, you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love
Been around the world then I met you girl
It's like coming home to a place I've known
Paint my love, you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love
Since you came into my life
The days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life
Everything has changed
Paint my love, you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love, my love
Paint my love, oh you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Try this! You won't regret.

Hei, I can see the smile on your face.. Wonder who makes you wear the smile after reading these??  Jeng Jeng Jeng...

Have a blessed day ahead!!!