Monday, December 31, 2012

No, I don't have a resolution.



Dec 31st, and I haven't penned down my New Year resolution. No time, and seriously I don't even know that Christmas is over.

I feel weird. My intuition keep stressing that I'm matured ( I doubt myself) and face the reality; you ain't gonna follow any of your resolutions. So, just follow the flow, He had been with you and will always guide you. Be yourself and change your bad habits. That's it.

Seriously, I need to find a lock for my mouth. The moment they piss me off, I couldn't control my tongue. Next thing I know, I'll be regretting over what I've uttered. Shame on me.

Aiming to finish my studies. I will!!! I will finish my studies. Finish it asap, without any distractions.

When I'm finished, I'll leave that place. I will never look back or miss my master studies. I've gone through too much. Maybe compared to others, it's just a very small scale but to me, it's unbearable.Well, the education didn't impact me, some emotional-malfunction-mental-torture-depression-tears-reality-unpredictable- life-shit-happens led me to this situation.

I'll land on a job. Right now, I don't bother what job is it. Just that, as long as I could save money, get some leave on mid-Dec. I'll be the most happiest lady!!. What happiness can one get if not seeing Him on Margazhi; in His home in Sriranggam? I can imagine getting goosebumps and teary if I see Him on Margazhi.

I need to read. I need to polish my language. A lot. Right now, I engage my time with novels,but a lazy pig don't search for meanings when do not know the meaning. I just assume the meaning all the time..lol


Finally, as I've said before. The heart is very evil. And it can't stand firm on a decision. Damn the heart. One day, the heart says ' Ignore it, just live your life, God knows'. The next day, it'll say 'you shouldn't have done that'..And the next day 'oh, we made a mistake, I think you should cry,you'll feel better'.

Kill the heart. A blissful life will be yours.

(sigh, If only heart can be killed---oh my, I just get it. you know what, God simply give the heart the utmost function :to pump oxygen. He knows if emotional thing were felt somewhere on arms, legs, thighs, people can just cut or amputate and throw away if it's depressing them. By feeling in the heart, you can't kill the heart, you will eventually die) get the meaning, heartbroken=die walaoweh...

This what happens when I do not write points before blogging, I keep blabbering all the time and run out of the topic.

That's all for 31st Dec. See you next year!!

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Adoption Drive, a cure for gloomy heart

Are you ready to hear me blabbering?

Here I am, like a couch potato, facing my laptop. Back from Adoption Drive, (can you believe, I caught a dog which tried to run away. It has been ages I ran so fast. That big muscular dog, the lovely Bhairavi don't like to stay there..hrmmm), spent time in Straits Quay (well, just 2 days for Christmas, these are places you can get best shots of humongous Christmas tree).

A hectic day, indeed; well that's good if you are trying to get away from some awful problems. But, why is that when you reach home, those thing seeps into your mind again? Isn't that home where your loved ones would be there to ward off those feelings?

Yes, there are there, they will always be there. It's just that you don't feel like sharing with them.Why the heart do not open up to closed ones?

Ah, that's a hard question.
Maybe I don't have the guts to share with them.

But, there is always one place I find solitude and peace. First room, far right corner. Instantly, He'll come and remind me ' You know why you feel sorrow? Because you forget about me, totally'.
And I feel bad about it. I've forgotten Him. How could I?

He has his own ways to console me. And I know my problem is solved. Well, not really but the impact is reduced a little. :)


What happened at the Adoption Drive?
I found that there are actually many kind hearted people. Few cute puppies have been adopted, and donations were a lot!! A lot!! cookies and pet items were sold to raise fund. They even had pets photo frames, looking so classic!
We packed up joyfully at 4pm, feeling satisfied. A few of them sell cupcakes and dog items to raise fund.
Finishing that, we straight headed to Straits Quay. We ordered for 3 coffees in Starbucks, and we get 4. A mistake.  Yee-haw!!!

Oh, sorry, but I can't tell more. I'm feeling very sleepy now.. Nights....

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Teary eyes



With dainty hand
wiping off 
crystal clear cloud 
absconded to
moisten my cheeks

It's conspicuous
glistening eyelashes
dark black kohl smeared concavely
under the eye bag
melancholy mood swirls in the air

a new set of cloud  brimmed the eyes
yearn to warm my cheeks

Tears
each drops, 
unravel the truth
loosing knots
of all misapprehensions.
exploring depths of myself
freed myself 
inch by inch, 
from the appaling sorrow.
Cleansed my soul.
With each drops
burdens lifted
feeling  feathery.


Tears, 
the only curable answer
for intangible pains.









Monday, December 17, 2012

I gulped those memories :D






Bright
sunny day
Searching solitude.

Big oak branching out
shadowing wooden bench
Sitting quietly 
releasing big sigh
and the delectable memories
start building images
like a slow motion montage

Eyes closed.
re-living those moments again 
those moments, 
those feelings,
warms the heart 
veering to present 
sharp pang struck
leaving intangible pain

you opened your eyes
shooing the images 
the indelible images 
to face the  reality

Murmuring to self
I will make through it..

A duff advice to self on that sunny day


(seriously,  i was kinda drunk while typing the title, so irrelevant) 


Saturday, December 8, 2012

I survived..



Sit, relax yourself
Empty your mind
Inhale deeply
Cry.
Cry your heart out
You feel calm now
mind searches the problem
that bugging you
Digging everything from yesteryear
All the memories resurfacing
from the dormant section of brain

Cry more, louder this this time
Stop. Breathe and think
Think of everything and everyone that hurts you.
Cry again.
Let your emotion out.

Stop.
Don't make any decisions
Breathe.
Cry for the last time, until you sleep.

Begin the day like a new leaf
Indulge in

neither past nor memory.

tell yourself

This is not the end.
Hold on, God will never let you down.
Keep going
It's just one of the day, where 'S**t Happens' 
Perhaps Him reminding you of His existence
That you forgot
being swept away into materialistic world.



Quell your feelings
It will never heal, but makes
the wound bigger.

Never look back.
Instead, cry.
Cry.

You won't die,
but you will survive the treacherous moment.




Friday, December 7, 2012

Where do you see yourself in ten years time?


Where do you see yourself in ten years time?






A friend of mine asked this Q in her status. Like a magnet, it pulled me and I read the entire lengthy post.
It's a simple question which I do not have a definite answer. No, I can't even answer. I don't see my future. Whenever I think of this, I can see only blank. Nothing.
Nevertheless, I agree to her answer, I  leave it to God to carve the right path for me. He knows best.

I'm aimless, low motivation, low inspiration. that what I feel sometimes.
But I'm changing, for a good cause, obviously. I'm a forever student, learning everyday new things on life.

And I've made a habit to ask me this question, I may not see my future, but by this I can motivate myself.


I'm writing this so that whenever I drop by my blog, I will get motivated on my own. :)

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Oh, Canada



Hand in hand,
walking lazily,
grains of sand
clutching to our toes

series of laughter ringing in the air
crabs of Winnipeg beach kept us company.

Stephen Avenue, we both enjoy
coffee dates,
lemon meringue pie-my favorite
cheesecake and brownies-yours?
long chat
coffee gone tepid

comes Sunday
Assiniboine Park
strawberry-crushed-sundae
on a sunny afternoon.
Lotsa laughter,-
and little fights

Time spent with you

Unimaginably beautiful, unexplainably magical

Those moments
when we were in love,
helplessly
in love.

Canada, 
where our love blossomed

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

The rainy day that made me think so deep :)



Things I've learned:
You can't please everybody. At times, you have to be brave enough to say out, even it means you are going to loose your dear ones.
Keeping something in heart will just burden you, and wasting tears unnecessarily. Tell the person, if they care, they will talk to you. If they don't, stay away from them. You are not attached to anyone.
 Opportunity knocks only once. When you missed it. You really missed it.
Be greedy and selfish. The new trend. Think for yourself first. ( My moral taught me that; kepentingan diri melebihi kepentingan masing-masing)
Embrace positive energies. Take everything in a positive way.
When someone trying to pull you down, make you feel jealous,hatred and weak, just smile and ignore.You have something better to worry about. they failed in doing that.
Care for your loved ones. They may not be there all the time.
Spend most of your time with animals. They bring joy to your heart.
Have a friend who is good in listening. You need them always. And, you, in turn, be a good listener for her, too. 
Love Mother Nature. For all those walks that you went alone, with mind empty but heart full, Thank Her. 
Pray before sleep.
Thank Him for His everlasting love, precious lessons and advice. Thank Him for the beautiful day that he had let you spent, and for the beautiful day that He has set for you the next day.
Get blessings from your parents everyday. Give them a peck on the cheek. Show your love, before it is too late.
Trust everyone. When they loose your trust, just smile and get them off your 'highly respected and trusted' list. They don't deserve it.
Lastly, Live your life!

 






Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Laboratory, I meant.

blue flame
swaying left right
as per ordered by the air
from above in a cabinet

Bunsen burner, I meant.

clear transparent fluid
I float.
my other half
stuck at bottom.
We're separated

Centrifugation, I meant.

Baker's yeast
I mingle with
in conical jar
we spent a day
foul smell we form

Fermentation, I meant.

Mere banana stem
called 'sample'
New name, I loathe
they refrigerate me
heat me
cooled me
incubate me
acidify me
neutralize me
Again refrigerate.
after all I go through,
They announce 'EXPERIMENT FAILED'
Nasty damned humans.

Funny! Came to my mind while sitting in the lab doing freeze drying. Hahax!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

34 things about me


Don't laugh at the picture. I'm creative :)





·         I drive car barefooted
·         As a kid, I was perfectionist: I iron the wrinkled edges of my blanket before I use it every night :P
·         I’ll start to yawn and feel sleepy as soon I enter shopping complexes. Not a shopaholic, believe me.
·         My favourite colour is yellow; because blue, pink, and purple are common favourites.
·         Black is strictly no on auspicious occasions. My rule.
·         Star gazing, jungle trekking, and hiking-I’m ready for it everyday.
·         Dogs are cure for all depression, I trust.
·         I can go out without make up but never without hand watch and water bottle.
·         I get choked by fishbone when I was 5. Since then, I’ve never ate fish.
·         I still ask for my mother’s permission to go for a movie.
·         I’m a Saivite yet I pray to Lord Vishnu.
·         I’m so used to healthy home-cooked food till my stomach can’t accept outside food. Often, being food-poisoned.
·         My dad calls me scientist.
·         I get excited whenever I pass through tunnels.
·         Shopping for me always done by my mother and sisters.
·         Collecting stamps was my childhood hobby. I’m a proud owner of a stamp book ;full of foreign stamps J
·         Sometimes, I share my secrets with my dog. I think she can understand what I’m saying. Humans can never be trusted.
·         A perfect exercise for my mind: SUDOKU!
·         I’m racist, only to racists.
·         I had my head shaved bald when I was 19. Yea, you heard me.
·         My body is immune to coffee. I can still sleep after drinking coffee.
·         Tiger biscuits make me stay awake at night.
·         I still feel as though I’m in a dream since my Form 4. I couldn’t believe how screwed my life is!
·         I’ve tried, I can never concentrate in class.
·         I was bitten by a cat when I was 4. And, I’ve hated all cats.
·         My brother calls me Rules Renuka because I follow all rules.
·         My shoe size is 9. I have problem with that especially being born in Asian country with European size.
·         The first time I tasted KFC when I was 13. And I’m glad my taste bud didn’t get addicted to the food.
·         I read novels not to sound romantic (ppl think so). I read to learn new words and use it. More like a hobby.
·         I can never make a decision; if I made one, I’ll regret thinking it was a wrong choice ( Just regret for few mins, then I’ll console myself)
·         A short distance runner and played netball when I was in school bench.
·         An ardent fan of Vairamuthu.  Lyricist Thamarai is making her way to win my heart soon 
·         I’ve been keeping Tiger Woods picture in my wallet since 14. First crush, they call it.
·        24 hours time format was never invented for me. I always have to calculate manually to know the time.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

WHEN WILL YOU...


WHEN WILL YOU....

© Anup B Deen



As I gaze at the sky when it rains 
As blood flows through my veins 
I wonder what makes life so auspicious 
inspite of the whole world being so malicious 

My dear rain...
As you pour down with all your might 
When will you come to me as my guiding light?
When will you wash my heart ? 
When will you quench my thirst ?
When will you show me something thats unrehearsed ? 

I protect myself when you arrive..
in my desire to survive..
but that does that mean I dont love you? 
does that mean I despise you?

Once you leave , the sun will shine 
leaving behind your marks which is way too divine.. 
Your tears and pure and plain.. 
Mine are salty and filled with pain.. 
When will you immerse mine in yours ? 
When will you guide me with your sail and take me to the shores ? 


Took this poem from the net, 
http://www.poetryinnature.com/nature/poetry.asp?poem=5349 


well illustrated on his feelings..



Sunday, July 15, 2012

Rain on me...




leisuring by the window,
on a rainy day,
mesmerized by God’s creation.

soul soothing songs on your headset,
filling your heart completely,
competing with the sound of rain outside.

musculared trees,
standing still,
year long,
refuse to move,
waves at you,
by strong wind gush.

darling flower buds getting drenched,
in drops of heavy rain,
as though purifying them.

I,
wanna be those bud.
raindrops dancing on my lip,
adhere to skin,
showering me.

To feel,
satisfaction,
drenching wholely
peace,
penetrating calmly
and freedom.
releasing heart from all troubles


Clear blue sky,
 clothed with colourful rainbow,
sound of rain getting low,
birds chirping,
out from nest.

Slowly, blessing of God has stopped.


Renuka Radakrishnan

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Thiruvasagam

Took it from my ancient thevaram book ( yea, I have one).

The picture says it all.





Thursday, May 31, 2012

the Wishing tag :)


I have found this tag and here I go....

1) One religious work from a non-familiar tradition you’ll read…
Bible. I’ve read once, just for sake of passing National level Bible test back in high school for a mere certificate J.. Ya, you heard me. Those were the days where we need to have a lot of certificates to get a seat in University.

2) One song that you like–from your ‘least likely to listen to’ genre…
I don’t have such list. I listen to all genres, depending on my mood at that particular time.

3) A book from a genre you almost never read, that you have read, or you will read (promise!)
Twilight Saga. My friend emailed me the online version of these four books. The first book is nice but till now I haven’t finish reading it. And the movie just made me lose the ‘ummph’ to read the novel.

4) Somewhere you’d never thought to go on holiday/vacation, and why it might be fun to go there? Grand Canyon. I always think it is a scary place as most Hollywood thriller movies were shoot there. Then I watch video games on car racing at Grand Canyon. Wouldn’t it be nice if I could go and see for  myself what is actually there? A sunny, hot, thrilling place....LOL

5) A specific food you’ve never tried, but will because of this meme, honest!
No! I don’t experiment food. NEVER! I’ve never tried bizarre foods like fried insects, but NO!!! not at all!

6) A sport or game you really hate, or haven’t tried yet, but are willing to give one more go:
I love sports. A game that till now I find boring is golf, and I don’t understand why it is so expensive. Come on, no running, no walking, no catching, no speeding, just stand and sway your golf stick, that’s it? But, I would love to give a try.

7) A style of dance you probably won’t try (we won’t make you promise on this one):
belly dance...seriously, OMG!


8 ) A career job you don’t feel you’re suited for, and why:
Teaching kids. I’ve tried and I cannot if the kid is spoiled by the parents. And I whack them either...soo hrmmm...

9) What is it that you will dare to wear which you have never worn before?
thigh-length skirt :P

10) If there’s one thing in life you wanted to do, and will do because of this meme, what will it be?
Bungee jumping like Queen Latifah!


Monday, May 28, 2012

here comes our Iron Lady



Just few weeks after I posted about her, she came to limelight...to screw all her haters. The touching part, she never hate them, she only describe them as negativity,'it doesn't stick, it just drops off'.  Ash has the glow of motherhood and no doubt she is a PROUD mother.
This video just proved she ain't any normal Miss World. What can I say, she has both beauty and brains.... Blessed she is!

You may think I'm so obsessed with her. Pardon me, but I'm not a big fan of her. I weren't into her acting and movies, but the way she handled criticism and gossip, wow, I'm astonished!

'....the rest are opinions and it can vary and it doesn't matter... ' 
'This is reality, I'm a mother, and this can happen and it happens to me and that's fine.'


She never endorsed a size zero figure. She loves herself, for whom she was and for whom she is now, and that's what matters.



This is what I call AWESOMENESS.



With one video, she made everyone pt their hands on the mouth, but some still don't give up. Now some came up with the idea, 'she is pregnant again'. What the heck...

Friday, May 25, 2012

Why we shout in Anger??


I came across this post, an eye opener for me.



A Hindu saint who was visiting river Ganges to take a bath found a group of family members on the banks, shouting in anger at each other. He turned to his disciples, smiled and asked, 'Why do people shout in anger at each other?” His disciples thought for a while and one of them said, 'Because when we lose our calm we shout.'

'But why should you shout when the other person is just next to you?' 'Can you just as well tell him what you have to say in a soft manner? asked the saint.

Disciples gave few answers but that seem not satisfying the other disciples, and finally the saint explained, 'When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other to cover that great distance.

 'What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is either non-existent or very small. The saint continued, 'When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.

He looked at his disciples and said, 'So when you argue do not let your hearts get distant. Do not say words that distance each other more, Or else there will come a day when the distance is so great that you will not find the path to return.'

Friday, May 11, 2012

She is human, after all..



Beauty queen.Gorgeous, she is! And please don’t remind me of her strong pronunciation of British English and her fake laughter. I admit; sounds horrible. But, despite all these (no one is perfect, btw) I admire her.


I’ve never seen any Miss World who had survived so far in Hall of Fame. Yeap, agree we have Priyanka Chopra, Sushmita Sen, Lara Dutta; but how much have they achieved? Did they get any Hollywood movie offers? Invited for Cannes Film Festival..I can go on, but two is enough for the moment..( I love Sushmita sen and Lara Dutta, fyi)


Well, I don’t want to brag further, but something bothered me. A picture in Facebook has provoked me to write on this topic.


-Nothing is permanent:-(
-Air pillow ku makeup pota mari eruka:@
-Pandi kutti'ke powder aadichi utte mathiri iruka ! xD !
-Whatever hOw she lOok alike nOw, she gOt mOney .. Just see after few mOnths / years .. she will be back as nOrmal as befOre!:P ~sa3


Quite astonishing that Indians commented so. What? Are we in Hollywood? Where Posh Victoria Beckham delivers fourth child and the next week back on track with size zero?  Again on designing and not mothering her kids?


I am not here to condemn the Beckhams but let us see from a different angle. You may be a celebrity, but you are a normal human when it comes to family, marriage etc, etc. Whats wrong of Ash being plump? Remember, once she had a beautiful tall, slim figure. Ok, now don’t ask why she never maintained it. Anyone out there who never gained few pounds while pregnant?


Come on, she is in her thirties and a mother to a newborn baby. At least she did maintain her figure and didn’t become plump right after her marriage!
And yeah, I will be happy with whatever decision that she takes after this: to hit the gym or stay the way she is now.
I’m glad she didn’t expose her baby to the world yet. Or else people will start criticizing the baby too.  :P


(While writing this, I was upset and I wrote with my little knowledge, as I don't really follow on gossips of Bollywood)




Monday, April 16, 2012

God and FAITH




TAKE TIME TO READ. 


It's worth your time. Trust me :)


Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?

Student : Yes.

Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent.)

Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?

Student : Yes.

Professor: Is satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor: Where does satan come from ?

Student : From … GOD …

Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student : Yes.

Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Professor: So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer.)

Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor: So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer.)

Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.

Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.

Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Professor: Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as cold?

Professor: Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn’t.

(The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?

Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?

Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?

Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.

Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?

(The class broke out into laughter. )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.

Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

If doesn't matter (children)




It doesn't matter how much colored marbles you have
It doesn't matter if you want me to play dress up game with you
It doesn't matter losing a tooth fighting to get back your Barbie
It doesn't matter if your bicycle doesn’t have a passenger seat
It doesn't matter that our sweets can’t be shared equally
It doesn't matter that everybody is busy or asleep.
It doesn't matter.

I have the best cute girlfriend to play happily, talk nonsense, and be my world.

That's all that really counts, I guess.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Stages of Love


This is the first symptom




When the love dose is too high :P

 


With  time passes, and less love,more fight, unabating ego  comes this

 
                                             
                                   After much tolerate, till tolerate itself can't tolerate, they become philosopher


                                            


          After some time, they start preaching others about love. Well, not on the good, but on the side effect



6 months later...... this would be their mantra.



I don't know what I should the title be. Don't question on this entry, either. I know what I've posted but I've no idea why. Well, saw some pics separately which relates, so just tried. I should have tried better on the captions. My brain is not cooperating with my heart at the moments, so just forget it.
This is not my area, not my specialisation, too. I should get back to twitter and stalk the celebs..suits myself more.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Pandas, just like us!

Found an album full of panda activities. I giggled and laughed all through the pics.

And again, we can learn many things from them. One of it, Love.

They are behaving funny and weird, just like humans, LOL!!

Finally, watching and doing this,  I'm finally getting a break from a messy thing called- Life!





Can anyone help me? I'm stucked


om nom nom nom, this is tasty


I like to move it, move it


Let's see who can finish it first!!





 Buahahahahaha!!!


 This one feels smooth and better to lie on!


Hugs!!




(I love this pic!)






I'm fine, I'm fine....Any girls looking at me? *blush*


rock-a-by baby..on the tree top.....




Ok dad, the new house fits us perfectly


Oh, don't bother me, I'm trying to camouflage


 Watcha looking at? No share-share


 Damn, you tasteless bark!


Do spread love!!



Finally, Have a blessed weekend folks!!